“My Journey to Satori: Part 1 - The Crossroad”

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“The Awakening: How My Journey to “Enlightenment” began”

“This is the story of “How?”

my journey burst into my physical reality,

on 21st July 2024 at 7:19pm”

"What follows is the “why?” - The “Genesis” behind every single insight I publish on my website, on Tiktok and in my books, My sole motive is to guide, help and support all my students on their own paths - and help all “Seekers” in every way I can”

“What and whom you are? is so mind blowing, your mind has to be blown, for you to understand, comprehend and embody it”

“To the unawakened mind? The universe works in mysterious ways and “Destiny” arrives whether you feel ready or not”

“To the awakened mind? You understand the how? Why? When? Of the universe’s mysterious nature, see the order within the chaos of it all, accept & Embody the fact, you were born ready”

“Clarity is a door, the universe will open it for you, you must choose to consciously walk through it, or not, the choice is yours, you have free will - which is why all your fears & ego must go”

“If sharing this helps just one person on earth? Then it would have been worth it”

“The day time became eternal”

“On the 21st of July 2024 at 7.19pm - I was the victim of a racially motivated car jacking at knife point - right outside my house, in one of the safest neighbourhoods in London”

“For clarity, My attacker was Caucasian, white, human, male - it was racially motivated because of the racially crude words and names he called me and used during the attack, I sincerely hope the experience changed something within him too, to be at peace within as it did for me”

The event, experience and all the emotions I felt in those minutes and subsequently, changed me permanently, profoundly, in positive ways, that in hindsight? I can only describe as:

“Watching chaos organise itself, in super slow motion and rapidly, simultaneously - with a strong energetic current flowing through every fibre of my body and mind - time? Felt and became absolutely, peacefully eternal - i glimpsed, tasted, felt and held immortality in unlimited forms”

“This feeling of peace? has never left me since this moment”

“Those 3-4 minutes stretched into what felt in that moment, like eternity, it incidentally made me love all humans, all life and humanity incalculably even more than I already did - in those few minutes? I learnt more about myself, than I had my whole life subsequently - this event showed me precisely who I really am, in vividly, crystal clarity, that I could not otherwise have gained in any other human way - the person I am today, right now? was born and forged in those moments”

“The universe never wastes suffering, challenges and adversity - I am proof of this and so are you”

“The old you must completely dissolve, for the new you to be born, emerge and be embodied”

“Based on conversations I’ve had with other awoken people and my personal experience? Awakening will  always happen with the force of a raging war within”

This event dispelled the “illusion of separation” for me instantly and permanently - the subsequent changes, coupled with the fact I have been a zen Buddhist for 20 years by that point, helped permanently shape me into the person I am today.

“The Knifepoint Incident in London”

“I was sat in my car, giving advice to a friend about a financial matter, that particularly day? I had just concluded the final proof reading and arrangement for my first ever book, it had taken weeks of changes, corrections and proof reading, an event/life dream, I had unintentionally put off for over 15 years, for many reasons, the next most important task that specific day? was to finish giving advice, go inside the house and simply to load the book onto Amazon, go through the process and hit publish”

“However as I sat in the car giving advice, a man walk past me on the other side of the road, I had never seen this person before in my life, he was a complete stranger to me, I remember as I spoke on the phone, I just happened to look in his direction and he looked at me, with a fixed gaze for about 2-4 seconds as he walked past, he walked away in what looked and felt to me like he was going home…

I carried on giving advice and within a few minutes, he came back, and by the time I noticed him, he was already standing over me, next to me on the drivers side, windows completely wounded down, I was seated in the drivers seat, naturally… I didn’t notice the knife in his hand until he raised it and said “I’m taking your car” at first, my initial reaction was, I actually laughed aloud, thinking it was an elaborate joke, then he lunged at me with the knife a few times, I managed to manoeuvre my body within the car, within the drivers seat to protect my body and vital organs, with every lunge, it was just the knee jerk reaction I had in that moment, he came millimetres away from my neck and chest area…  in fact, only the physical reach of his bio-suit/arm..prevented him from actually stabbing me and he deeply enjoyed seeing the fear on my face, i felt it intensely, it was the longest few minutes of my life.. and yes… “my life did flash before “minds eye” in under 1 second” I saw it all… my whole life and so much more…

Nothing like this had ever happened in my life before or since, Until this moment? I had never been this scared in my life, the fear took over completely and I could think of nothing at all, besides staying alive, never mind think of a solution, After the third lunge with his knife, I remember feeling something energetically strong & automated taking over my mind and body completely - after which point I confidently said, “okay you can have the car” - then I calmly, completely subconsciously, without thinking, removed the ignition key from its magnetic position between the air vents and gauge clusters, in the centre of the dash, before getting out of the car in one piece, he thought nothing of it, I later realised he expected the ignition key to be down to the right below or on the steering column, where it normally is…

I got out of my car, he got in, sat down and made himself comfortable in the drivers seat, the car window was down the whole time, when he got in, he attempted to start the car feeling for the ignition keys where he expected them to be..

At this point, I’m still possessed by something energetic within me, a level of bravery/version of myself, I never knew I had or existed, I was stood outside the car approximately 2 feet away from my car on the drivers side, in the road, confident he wouldn’t be able to start the car, I knew him and the car where going no where, because the ignition keys where in my hand after he tried for a few seconds I showed him the ignition keys in my hand…

On realising he couldn’t start the car, he tried to get out of the car, somehow…I was able to tell him in a commanding voice “do not get out of the car until you drop the knife out of the window” which he did, I picked up the knife using the centre of 2 fingers in a scissor motion as to not put my finger prints on it..

In those moments, I have no idea what, whom and how I was able to say those words, think those thoughts and do those things or make those choices…especially at the speed and ease I did it with, considering the extreme circumstances, a part of me was so terrified it froze, yet another part of me completely took over absolutely every part of that ordeal… I felt like a passenger, the driver and channelling something I couldn’t even comprehend at the time… it was a highly surreal, deeply profound and highly enlightening experience/feeling of positive certainty, that has never left me since 21st July 2024 at 7:19pm

After picking up the Knife, before I let him out, I remember feeling extreme anger and deep rage, in my mind, about the completely mindless nature of this whole ordeal…I knew the moment he stepped out of the car he would attempt to run, and I knew I would most likely try with all my might to detain him, whilst I call the police, so he doesn’t do this to anyone else, given my level of anger and rage coursing through me, in an effort to to prevent me touching him in any way, whilst holding a rather sharp knife, I quickly looked around for other humans and noticed 2 women and a man loading kids into car seats for a journey…

The give you an idea of how surreal this all was to me? I just nearly died, yet a part of my mind that had taken over by now? wasnt thinking, it just acted completely intuitively as if it had already been here before, it was moving, doing and making decisions with telepathic precision and vision range of a housefly…

I shouted over to the people I saw to please come over, they hesitated at first, after the second attempt, somehow they did, I explained what had just happened, that we needed to detain my attacker whilst I called the police, and the first words one of the women said to the man that just tried to end my life for a car? Was “you had this knife around my kids the whole time?” And she hit him, it turns out, somehow they are related and they have just had a family meal at their mum and dad’s house a few doors down from where I live.. and my attacker? Is her brother…

I need you to understand, the probability of this reality, everything that just happened and all that flowed from it, the facts? given these extreme circumstances is so remote… I had a better chance of being struck by lightning more than once within the 3-5 minutes this attack happened…….i had to arrive in that same spot at the precise time I did to see him walk past, whilst sat outside my house on the phone giving advice, something I rarely did.. there are so many unfathomable variables beyond mine and his control, the level of precision required for it all to come together as it all did, leads me to strongly believe this event was orchestrated.. for my benefit, not my destruction and it was meant to happen….

By this point my next door neighbour, heard the noises, came out of his house, my attacker was out of the car, he did tried to run however I managed to detain him, then let go so my neighbour could detain him, then I called the police and as I did, the police operator told me 3 other people from inside their homes were also on the phone to them about the same incident.. meaning.. there were people who watched the whole thing unfold from inside their homes.. fair enough…

Meanwhile, the whole time this attack was happening? the friend I was giving advice to was still on the call, I had not terminated the call, and could hear absolutely everything that was being said and done and was running towards my house from a location about 0.5 miles away from my location, at breakneck speed…

When my friend arrived covered in a flood/mixtures of tears and sweat from the sprint and hugged me hard, in genuine disbelief that I was still alive”

Her precise words to me where

“I thought you were dead”

“The interesting part is, she was right, I did die that day, in those moments during the lunges with the knife, however it wasn’t a biological death, it was an energetic one, the real me, subdued all my life by the ego had taken over in those moments, for long enough and could not simply go back to sleep and let me go back to business as usual…it completely refused to allow me to beyond that point…”

“500 Days of Solitude & Ataraxia”

That was the day all my fears died, evaporated and my life has never been the same since 21st July 2024 at 7:19pm

Following this attack, I had a period of intense isolation and solitude that lasted nearly a year and a half, i genuinely did not want to be around people in any way, not because I disliked them, but because I developed a hypersensitivity to the energies of others around me I couldn’t control at the time and at first, I sometimes went weeks without seeing another human being, my mind was a flood of insights, I couldn’t write them down fast enough, I had zero communications with the outside world, my mind was clearer than it had ever been, i simply went into nature, went home, wrote more insights.. for weeks sometimes, I drank water however had zero appetite for food, I did eat however, the food my body would allow completely changed, I was now incapable of eating anything that did not grow in direct Sun light, if I did? My body violently rejected it, my longest conversation after my solitude began and intensified was over a year later…I let go of a lot, people, places, things, habits, many many things, in what felt like a purge of the old me, so I could embody the real me, in fact the only thing I didn’t let go of? was life itself.

Between 21st July 2024 - 7.19pm and today 13th sept 2026 - My body has changed a lot, my mind changed a lot in positive ways, I suddenly knew things I had never studied or read ever, I can now do things that used to scare me with ease, Injustice fuels my desire to keep writing, I move with peaceful, honourable intentions and love for everyone and anyone at all times, which is why I have spent thousands of hours and money writing, editing and publishing my insights so you the reader can know this to a mathematical certainty:

“No matter what you are currently going through in life? Past-present-future? You are not alone, you never have been and you never will be alone”

“It felt like I had developed “Ataraxia”

There is alot more that happened when the police showed up - there will be a part 2 and more to this experience, however my insights on “Natural Intelligence” Crystallised for me during my solitude, induced completely by this very experience - I naturally gravitated to spending time in nature daily and have done so for nearly 500 unbroken days, walking barefooted on grass came naturally and intuitively, touching trees and being at ease with everything around me in nature, just came naturally, the more I let go of? The better, peaceful and happier I felt inside, I walk 10km everyday, on these walks in nature are where every insight i publish come to me, life lessons, life’s tests, clarity, peace, gratitude, I developed strong urges to do things, feel things, walk in the rain, look at the sky, especially on cloudy days, I could feel the energy of those around me strongly, I felt like I knew them, I could sense so much around me that I could not explain at the time…

“it felt akin to releasing a wild animal, that had spent years in a cage within a zoo, back into the wild, to live and be as nature intended - completely free, unencumbered and all its senses come alive - precisely as nature intended”

I tried to write 1 book for over 15 years, in fact I only planned to write one book, before the aforementioned attack… since the attack? I have written over 25 books and published 11 so far, I stopped publishing the books and instead decided to share my insights completely free on TikTok and in March 2026, I created this website and publish my insights here too, since then, I have had many students sign up for my “Direct Guidance” - it’s as if flood gates were opened in my mind, I spent 25-26 years doing a job that was related to all my natural intelligence, however I used these talents - intelligence through the prism of survival, fear and illusion…

Which is why I’ve said numerous times… I have been precisely where you are now… if you are a “seeker”and something major happened to you recently, in the last few years and it has caused you to isolate yourself or you developed a strong urge to be alone? Follow that feeling, there is nothing wrong with you…start letting go of things and people, the space you create? will be taken up by a version of yourself that is several levels beyond awesome…

Thats the real you waking up, from the EGO induced Coma/amnesia it’s been in, along with every single talent that came with the “Life Map” you were born with..

“The Caterpillar - The cocoon & The Butterfly”

“The caterpillar was a butterfly all along, in the same way you are more/a butterfly right now as you read this”

That solitude, induced by one extreme event or a collection of small events? kick started a process within you, of you remembering what and whom you truly are - like the caterpillar entering the cocoon, turning into goo and then reforming as a butterfly in a process repeated in nature annually millions, possibly billions of times…

Now that I have changed my perspective, as you inevitably will? I have changed the reality I am capable of experiencing - reality starts to form/shape itself into a better version than you could possibly imagine, my thoughts become reality at increasingly alarming speeds, things I wanted to do like writing the books? Helping other seekers? Anything at all.,.The solution appears in my mind and reality as if by magic…

I did not make all this possible, I am merely the electrical cable conducting the electricity… I am not the electricity itself..

“This electricity I refer to is the key to “creation” itself “Consciousness” itself”

Where you don’t ask for anything, you become a magnet for everything you need, simply by being at peace, gratitude, abundance, love, favour, raised vibrational frequency - in essence you become what was intended all along by “creation” itself…

The “Universe” opened a door for me and I walked through it, irrespective of the discomfort I had to endure to get here - I trusted it was all leading to some where better than I was, I thanked my protective ego, for all the years it protected me, then subdued it and let it go, and as a direct result? I have unlocked many things within myself, that no person, situation can give or take and no amount of money can buy…

I live in an absolutely blissful state of mind, where irrespective of my physical reality? I’m at peace, I’ve sufficiently let go, poured out the old oil, so it doesn’t dilute the fresh oil the universe is pouring in…

Every single insight on my blog, is an emotion I’ve had converted into words for your consumption, all the experiences I had in my life and during my solitude, translated from energy into words, to help support others who are within their isolation as a lighthouse - a conduit of light”

“Which is precisely where you are going, if you stay the course and trust there is more, to your existence than merely the physical - yes there is more… so much more”

Nothing I have ever done in my life feels as appropriate, peaceful and relaxing as creating/writing & publishing insights based on my past life experiences, my solitude period and my life now”

I’ve written many unpublished poems for fun, and part of my job, was to write detailed descriptions, insights and reports for over 20 years and I always enjoyed that part of my job immensely, however until the above happened? I never thought or fathomed it meant I had “linguistics intelligence”

The genesis for that realisation and me working out all my natural intelligence? Afterwards, Was the horrific event detailed above..

Some of you will have been in situations, bad situations, life or death situations, where you could not see the way out or solution in that moment… then something within you took over and completely automated your exit/solution, as you watched in miraculous disbelief, as a passenger in your own body, a version of yourself effected the perfect solution, and it got you out and you live to tell the tale… I promise you that was not coincidental, that was a true glimpse at/through “Energetic Alchemy” it was/is part of your design, present within you right now, as you read this - the power locked away by and underneath your ego.

Which is why I regularly say “your ego will protect you straight into destruction or off the edge of a cliff”

“If I allowed my ego to take charge of my solutions during the attack detailed above? I would be dead, without question in my mind, the only way I would/could stay alive and live to tell it to others? Was by subduing my ego completely & letting a part of me take over by relinquishing control in its entirety.

“To some? Life or death experiences has happened more than once, yet you made it out without a scratch”

“Life infers Death & Death infers Life”

“Please Remember: Sometimes bad things happen for a good reason and sometimes good things happen for a bad reason - look closer with a clear mind”

“Please Remember: Whether you are good or not? The universe is working through you right now”

“The fastest way to reduce cognitive load on your brain and mind? Fastest way to relax?

Is to simply close your eyes”

“You have been inadvertently prepared by life for what happens next in your life..every step of the way? is essentially intense “preparation” - just look back over your life..”

“Don’t rush, don’t force, just flow in absolute certainty that it’s all already yours and it’s all within you right now”

Considering my experience detailed above? I need you to understand and accept this, there is no good or evil.. that is simply a human construct to bridge the gap in our understanding of the unseen forces that agitate, move, morph, transform, transmute, induce absolutely everything physical…in the same way, you are held to the ground by one unit measure of gravity, you have been all your life, yet you have never physically seen gravity with your eyes, nor will you ever see it, yet it’s presence is more evident than your dominant hand - there is simply “

The Energetically Coherent” & “The Energetically incoherent”

“You” are the awareness, consciousness, energy signature, that is absent from your bio suit/body when it is resting, repairing and updating - much like temporarily taking your SIM card out of your mobile phone, renders your mobile phone inoperable and will not connect calls”

“You, me, everything in the cosmos? are an immortal, supremely powerful energetic being, having a human experience”

“You, me and every living thing in the cosmos? are a direct mirror reflection of consciousness itself, experiencing itself in unlimited forms, through me, you and everything else”

“Everything alive is connected by the same strand of energy, the illusion of seperation and to be sticky? Is a completely futile, needless, human construct”

“The Book of Genesis says in the beginning there was a void without form”

“Scientists believe in The Big Bang”

“Both schools of thought are speaking of precisely the same thing…once you let go? You can see it clearly..”

Part 2 Coming Soon: Navigating the Isolation in a city and the Cocoon Phase.

“Have a peaceful, clarity filled week - Lots of Love” - “Anonymous One”

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